My hand constantly hurts and feels numb.
My back aches most of the time, not to mention the pain/numbness going down my left leg.
I can’t knit because of my hand.
I can’t work because of my hand and back.
I wish I had health insurance so I could have a doctor to have both things looked at and taken care of.
I still need to get my root canals finished….my temp. fillings are filing down.
I should loose weight…about 100 pounds.
I miss my dad.
I can’t get depressed, again. I don’t want to loose another four years.
I just want to stay in bed and read and watch tv and cry.
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08/04/2008 at 11:55 AM
J. Denae
It’s really normal to feel blue after a big event… just think of at least PART of this as post-nuptual depression. Not that you’re sad to be married, but that SO much of your time and energy and thought went into wedding stuff for so long and now that energy needs redirection.
And I totally understand the fear that you might slip backwards into a serious long-term depression… I have been allowing myself some “wallowing” days and then forcing myself to “fake it till I make it” on others. Hang in there. You’re not alone.
08/04/2008 at 5:03 PM
Sarah
Thank you Jill for the kind words. I was beginning to think there was something wrong with me with having post-nuptual depression. I’ve never heard of it, so I thought there was something “wrong” with me.